“For me, the word SHAME is a mix of the words: SHOULD, HATE and BLAME. As a gay man – and growing up as a gay kid – the thoughts that have run through my mind have been: “I SHOULD have been born straight. I HATE the fact that I am gay. And I BLAME … Read more
It’s so damn hard for me to “just do it”, but I’m trying. For most of my life, I’ve justified and explained everything I do because I need everyone’s approval. My own approval hasn’t been enough, hasn’t been worthy. I wasn’t worthy as a child. I still feel like that child sometimes. So I candy … Read more
What goes on inside the skin of the sadhaka. a transperent glimpse into a person beyond the hype. who is this man, what is really going on, which sharp edges, struggles and pains does he carry? As a kid, my father’s working class pride was as tangible as the black danish rye in my lunch … Read more
Already, in every moment exists an incomprehensible vastness of vibratory energy. The entity of “I” is but a mass of these sub-atomic particles and yet the collective consciousness of society seems to demand so much from it. “What are you doing with your life?” “What is your skill? your talent?” Although “breathing” would be my … Read more
I’m usually the timid one, the shy one who just sits back and listens to conversations, never really finding an appropriate moment to chime in. I also hardly ever feel like what I have to say really matters, like my voice doesn’t have value regardless of the people I’m around. I’ve always been the follower, … Read more