Stony Brook University
“I am not my abandonment”
Do you have any idea what its like to have absolutely nothing left in life but dark memories? This pain that pounds in your head like the crashing waves you hope will swallow your lifeless body whole. Absolutely nothing at the age of 19. I collapsed, as the world around me collapsed. I vaulted everything … Read more
“I am not my containment”
I am not my containment. I am molded by the people around me and easily influenced by others. I act certain ways around certain groups of people. I can not be my self and have fun. It is something that has been with me for a while. My dream is to become a Movie Director. … Read more
“I am not my anorexia”
I try to forget the years when I was 5’7” and 90 pounds. I try to erase all those angry and depressed thoughts that filled my head. It hurts me to think about how I would spend every day of summer 2009 crying. My anger and hatred for myself pushed away the people I truly … Read more